Imagine that, It's 3 am and I can't sleep. Too many thoughts running through my head. The number one thought, "I'm gonna be 40 in 7 days". For the most part it doesn't bother me, because hey it's just a number. Then the writers block kicks in and I can't figure out to go with this. Maybe it's because I'm tired, but can't sleep. I dunno. Why can't I sleep? I dunno that either. What I do know is that the last week and a half has been a battle with anxiety and panic attacks. I refuse to let them win. Oh, and I love snow, but I'd like it to chillax for a bit so I can spend some much needed quality time with my bestie. I miss getting to hang out with her. Well, it's now 4 am and I am still awake 😕 Sleep would be awesome. I guess I should lay down and see if I can fall asleep. Good Night 🌛 and Sweet Dreams Y'all 😴
